SECTION
ONE
"Preparing Building Site and Materials"
-
Basic
attitudes and practices
Section
one - Focus and Introduction
Weeks 1 to 3
FOCUS
OF THE FIRST SECTION:
Basic attitudes
and practices
Introduction:
1.
Practicing Receptivity
2.
Practicing Pausing and Pondering
3.
Practice looking at the essential
Whenever
we discover how few of our thoughts we are able to collect in prayer we
realize then how "fragmented" our life is in general and to what an alarming
extent our ability for concentration and "composure" has atrophied.
This first section will focus on awakening and deepening those aspects
of our life that have become stunted, blocked or at least endangered.
Here we will be looking at basic attitudes toward life which are also prerequisite
for the life of faith. These attitudes are important for the spiritual
life to grow and develop in a healthy way. Just as we must be able
to receive the word of the Bible in order to live according to it, so we
must be able to be still and composed inwardly in order to receive the
gentle impulses of God that touch our life. In order to become receptive,
quiet within and aware in ever new ways, we must practice. For this
meditation is helpful.
The
word "meditation" has many levels of meaning. In this course the meaning
we will use is the ability given to every person to receive what they encounter
with their entire being and admit that into the center of their life.
The person who meditates does not encounter life as one who is in charge,
with everything "in control", but as one who is a receiver, partaker, and
participant. In meditation we open ourselves to reality like a small
child who receives a well told fairy tale "spellbound". The child
listens squatted on the floor with eyes "hanging" on every word of the
storyteller. The little face reflects how deeply the child has become
"engaged" in what is heard. When tears begin to flow or the face
lights up or when a deep sigh of relief comes after everything has turned
out all right, it is clear how much the child has entered into the fate
of the characters in the fairy story.
This
ability to see the world seriously in a meditative way is endangered for
many people today. Along with this an essential dimension of being
fully human is also threatened. This is revealed in various
ways. The concern to recover this aspect determines the material
for the suggested practices in the first section.
1.
Practicing Receptivity
People
frequently speak of "mental overload" today. From childhood we are
accustomed to dealing with questions and demands first and foremost with
our mind. In Scripture the mind and the human spirit are highly valued.
In fact, the Bible view the human spirit so uniquely that it uses it as
a symbol when it speaks of the "Holy Spirit". However, when the spirit
is too closely identified with reason, other important aspects of human
existence are more and more suppressed: fantasy, spontaneity, emotion,
intuition and the capacity to receive life. Are we becoming so shaped
by technology in our understanding of life that, to a large extent, we
have forgotten that the important things in life are not "made" but "received"?
We must remind ourselves that true love is like sleep which comes quickly.
It is always an unearned gift and cannot be forced. Therefore, the
first week offers different helps to deepen and recover the basic attitude
of receptivity. This may mean a complete turn around for many.
It cannot be accomplished quickly at the outset. Whoever is not in
need of such initial help is very fortunate.
2.
Practicing Pausing and Pondering
Another
matter closely related establishes the content of the second exercise week.
In an age where express trains race past us at speeds of over 60 miles
an hour we are also tempted to do as much as possible and as quickly as
possible in every area of life. In such conditions we no longer see
the value of pausing and pondering inwardly. True rest, letting go,
dreaming, enjoying and savoring come off poorly. However, for one's
inner (and also outer!) health there is need for a genuine rhythm of activity
and rest: reaching out to others and pulling back into oneself, taking
in the new and processing what has already been taken in. When this
rhythm is upset, life is upset.
Therefore,
we must practice deliberately lingering with something - looking, listening,
feeling, "savoring" - disregarding the notion that important things are
being missed. The constant concern that we are missing out on something
can sometimes be so severe that it becomes difficult to set our work aside
so that we can maintain a period of free time for God in the day.
Meister Eckhart said, "When one is with God nothing can be missed".
We must take this risk in faith and discover the truth that meditation
is not time lost for living, rather, it is time won for living.
3.
Practice looking at the essential
Finally,
we must continue to practice focusing on what is essential. Therefore,
we must decide what is important and what is not. The art of discernment
is important in making decisions. It is a foundation for realizing
the spiritual life. When we conscientiously practice deepening our
ability to use symbols, we are gradually and with less effort led back
to the fundamental core of all that we encounter. An ability to use
symbols makes every life richer. Therefore, as a Christian, this
ability is a prerequisite for a new understanding of the Bible, of worship
and of our life before God in general.
The
concern for the third week is how to use the Bible in a regularly scheduled
way so that we come to a genuine encounter with a personal God. Here
the ability to use symbols and the ability to make decisions are closely
connected. The ability to make decisions is determined by the criteria
that we set for our life. In living out the Christian life these
criteria take on a personal dimension. As we are encountered by God
in the witness of the Bible we know that in all our decisions, large and
small, we are in the presence of God and under the loving intentions of
God. It is important to come to know the loving intentions of God
better, so that we are able to make a decision for God. Our decision
for God is in turn necessary in order to come to know God more deeply.